Mom forces me to like my boobs

I agree, I want to say it to her but with someone else so nothing happens. One day I told her I wanted to cut hair very short and she asked me if I wanted to look like a boy and I said I did, she looked surprised and tried to make me make me doubt myself, I tried proving I’m trans by saying how I didn’t want to grow up women as a child, I hid chest in school, she said she was also like this(she wasn’t) and I just have complexes but i got haircut.

The next day after she kissed me how I mentioned we had to go to the hairdresser. I yelled when mom said that my dad asked her to leave hair on neck and sister said ‘’it’s enough of you you have feminine face features! I yelled again other day, it wasn’t right but I wasn’t okay.

What scares me the most is my older sister who always bullied me, i was scared to talk to her when I was younger and now it’s easier for her to bully me, few days ago she got mad when I was hugging my dad, he said that tennis skirt would suit me, I calmly said that it would not suit me then she asked why I was fighting when I wasn’t, then mom told me to come sit with her, sister came in room and said ''why are you so mad? You watched some traumatized kids on tik tok and you think you are also traumatized because you’re empath like me'' only trauma I told was kids bullying me in kindergarten, I told that because that affected me and sister said I was trying to pity myself and I’m making myself sad with my music, they compared me to really spoiled kids which I don’t like myself. They also called me spoiled before coming out , when mom asked what I wanted on Christmas I answered bmth shirt, I asked to let me listen to rock music, I didn’t fight I just asked why I can’t listen to music. You didn’t irk me at all, thank you so much.

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