Yeah it's crazy. I just backed them up now onto a USB, because the folder was over 7GB.

Thanks for the link. I think I'll just keep to myself from now on. I feel bad, because I was the one who started the violence. No one uses violence in my house now, apart from me. But my 'violence' is more, walking up to her and yelling and maybe threatening her with my fist. Which is really bad, I realise that as I'm typing this. But to me, the emotional abuse she puts me through is worse than a punch in the arm if I actually do go ahead and hit. Usually I won't, and just will scare her. But she knows she's stronger than me and laughs in my face most of the time, and she is.

My mind just goes 'I can't handle all this pain, I need it to stop' and the only way I can think of stopping it is through words... which DO NOT work at all... so I move on to trying to stop it with my hands. I don't know what to do.

But I now realise I will just ignore and walk away.

When I hit, it's like a punch in the arm. But it's just a sibling 'screw you' punch in the arm. She takes that as an invitation to go NUTS back. Which I guess it is, I'm okay with that.

What I'm not okay with is her trying to kill me. And actually REALLY hurt me.

I don't understand, she started it by pretty much bullying me and saying all this shit to me, hurting me, then wants to hurt me even more?? What the fuck.

And I don't know what my parent's could do. What do you do with a kid that will literally destroy your house if she is punished / angry. I suppose take her to a psychologist. I want her on meds for ADHD. I'm 98% sure she has it, and it makes her really dumb and hard to teach her anything.

Thank you very much