She’s been dealing with toxic work environment too. So that’s what I mean when I say I wonder how her day is going. We both got used to having each other around. You can say it’s obsessiveness but we were pretty much mutual about this. How she told me everything is just too much and wants to be alone. I understood. I just really really didn’t think it would last days. 3 days now.

I feel like everything really became difficult because of covid and living apart.

I’m sorry. I know we’ve been going in circles now. I really just have to wait and while waiting I have to fix myself too. So many realizations honestly. You’re comments are helping. Many thanks.