Wow . First of all , I'm rly sry to hear and I'm rly rly rly shocked to hear the rape thing ... especially from the person who passed such a thing , in my opinion any one (men,women) who raping someone else deserves to be Neutered , I'm on my very first relationship and I understood in the past year that the human body and especially the woman body is just a temple and the worst thing u can make is to invade it . I hope that that idiot will get a neutering and will sit in jail for long time and get his punishment . The other thing , Dylan , that boyfriend , sry to say but a man who let his woman to pass such a thing alone and even breaking up with his girlfriend cuz such a thing is NOT a man . While she so broke and her soul just brake ? In my opinion he don't deserves to get u , like srsly I'm shocked , just full shocked . I don't wanna be heard like no empathy man but pls , u don't deserve to be heartbroken cuz some idiot that doesn't know how to act and how to behave with his woman or in my opinion generally with humans . Pls don't be heartbroken cuz idiots like that and i rly rly hope u will find your one and only soon and I'm sure it will happen sooner or later , hope u will get pass the rape I'm rly sad to hear that thing .. Keep strong ! Always head up , that the only thing that holds us up in that world , saying it from experience , and i passed a lot of it in my whole 17 years . Hope u'll get better :D Sry bout my English.