I haven't seen the post of yours that you're mentioning in this post (understandably so since i've only been a member of for and saw that this subreddit existed about {as of me making this reply of course} three or four days ago) and unfortunately i won't even try to find that post at the moment nor do i know you in the slightest but even so (just like most people have said already):

I'm so incredibly about the fact that you've gotten better since then (in every way i'd assume, and yes, i know that it's bad to assume things) and that you'll completely get over it someday (although to be fair that last bit is extremely hard to do since there's always going to be like that one little bit of it that's going to be left forever). I just wanted to say that if (the main word here being "if") you feel bad about the fact that you're still doing self-harm to well, yourself i actually have a video to recommend watching which has to do with that and it's actually the first video in a playlist i've made on my Youtube channel so i figure that i might as well share the link to that playlist (and a playlist with songs that usually make me feel better