My bpd rage is back after years and it's setting my entire life on fire.

My decision making would definitely be slightly better due to being able to question myself on a few decisions instead of rushing in with the first thing that comes to mine. Weight wise I actually managed to gain a very healthy 2 stone, this was largely due to me not eating breakfast or lunch before starting medication. Once started on the medication normal functions and routines slowly began to resolve themselves. Instead of being awake for 2/3 nights straight with no sleep I am now sleeping on avg 10-12hours a night. It sparked my appetite and it enabled me to be more open to therapy. Creatively the medication had a very dampening effect to start with as I would usually constantly be listening to music within my head, this began to stop as the dosage was increased and now I seem to have lost this ability unless I cold turkey for a few days. I know this isn't advised at all but during these periods I create my best and most creative music.

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