Ah, thanks for clarifying. My mother had severe depression (well still does but haven’t spoken to her in years), my sister killed herself because she too had severe depression. I’ve never understood clinical depression. It is so heart breaking. Just like you can’t understand how we find it so easy to just go about our days, we can never understand how people are unable to take care of themselves or get out of bed. My ex boss (who was extremely abusive towards her staff) told me that she had such severe depression before her medication, that she could not even get out of bed to pee. She said she would rather pee on herself than get out of bed to use the toilet.