Here is the deal. Things not just happened accidentally.
I fixed my eye on her 1 year ago. I chose her and approached her intentionally so that she clearly knows that I am interested in her.
I want to be with her and I planned this whole story all along.
Here are the facts: -I like her and she knows that, because I've shown my interest, asked friends about her etc. -She likes me too - she made the first step when we kissed the other night, she sent me a message out of nothing the other day, she looks at me, smiles.
Here are the possible scenarios from my perspective:
I don't really know what is going on. Well she has a boyfriend, that's fine. But hey, they are not like married or engaged. I wanted her to question her relationship and if she is not happy, they could break up. I don't know.
And by the way what is perfection? You mean I should go out there and flirt with a lot of girls. I've never "found love" and I am not good in relationships. Usually girls aproach me first as I am not very social.
This is the girl that I approached and I chose exactrly her and I chose to do this. I cannot just say "well it won't work". I created this i don't wanna leave it - I want to build on the foundaries I made.