My father has been missing almost two weeks and because I post pics online of him my mother calls me a piece of shit for “giving him all the attention” because my dad had a drug problem and wasn’t always there for us.

You’re not a piece of shit! 10 whole years later after attempts and completely cutting my family off numerous times, my mom still blames me for my dads death (he was an alcoholic and I drink). I’ve thought of ending many times (including right now as my brother calms me down).

…I gotta say…it’s not worth it. And man so man annoying people have told me this so many times and I’m just like stfu but forreal…it’s not worth it lol (I have to laugh now honestly).

Now..I find who makes me happy. I don’t care about tradition or whatever bullshit. It’s my friends, my brother (not any other siblings), and one aunt (out of 7 lol). Find YOUR happiness and family.

I’m still not there… but damn it’s worth it.

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