Sounds like it wasnt too fun but really constructive. Try not to forget what you learned and apply it best you can and Lsd can be a great tool in your life for getting another perspective.

My first time i was either 14 almost 15 or just turned 15 my timelines a little fuzzy lol. Me and my friend had been trying to get some for like 2 months and we finally got a tab to split and we got our other friend to tripsit. Our friend who was gonna split the tab with me couldnt stay over so i ended up eating the whole thing myself. We just listened to music and fucked around in my basement the whole night. I cried everytime L$D by asap rocky was on and stared at my carpet a lot. My friend woke up to me snipping at his legs with a pair of scissors mumbling about how i hated leg hair. No life altering revelations my first time but it was a really good time