I understand and also do agree with you, most high school relationships don't last. But I really did want to make this one last, I have tons of feelings for her. Whether it's just me being young, dumb, and infatuated or it is real love I have no clue. All I know is that i wanted to have a future with her. You're also right about me not knowing how to react, personally I've never been in a situation like this and i'm treading in unfamiliar waters with this one. But it wasn't her trying to bait a reaction, as I was the one who ended up finding it out, and she never really told me about it. I also think that I never really pushed any boundaries, i never told her to cut of anyone or anything along that matter. I just asked her to tell guys to stop if they flirted with her (she's really pretty imo and i know guys obviously are going to hit her up). She hasn't really done anything like that recently. But is the saying once a cheater, always a cheater applicable, or is there any point in me hoping about getting back together. I don't know when it comes to this girl I just lose any sense and want to keep her happy. But still i really appreciate you taking your time to write all that. Thank you!