This post came at a suprising time for me. An old acquaintance sent me a message this morning telling me an old high school friends was found dead yesterday night outside, she still doesn't know how he died.

We haven't talked since a year, but we used to be good friends. I don't know how to feel, part of me is just confused with all of this, the fact that somebody I used to have good times with died so young (he was younger than me), the reality of life hitting me ? But at the same time i'm not crying or anything, should I be ?

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Life is so fucking weird. He used to be totally the class clown, always joking around, had a great upbringing, apparently went through a hard time this past year, and now he's dead. at 21. Really don't know what to feel. Sorry for your loss