Umm i dont get it, did he made me feel so much dysphoria? I dont think it is an imaginary pain. I want my body to reflect who i am, i dont hate myself i hate the fact that my gender doesnt align with how i am perceived by myself and other people. Truthfully i dont care that much about other people as long as i will feel more comfortable in my body. Its not like my body its perfect lol. I have to use glasses, i had my teeth treated i had to get some small surgery when i was a child because i had birth defects.

What sinners? Do you see this people telling me i have to hate myself? Huh? These people motivated me not to kill myself because i was different. They give empaty to me, a total stranger and i try to do that to them. We share our happy moments or our less happy parts of our lives. They dont want me to be trans, they want me to be happy... i never had comments tell me that i have to be trans, this is something i will decide.

I will respect you as a person bu i cant respect a religion that limits me.