My new boss wanted sex and I couldn’t tell him no

So you've done something you regret. Unfortunately, that happens in life sometimes. You sound very young by your post so I'm going to speak to you as if your are.

First, ignore the people who are only here to make you feel worse. They are trolls that stand on a moral soap box made out of bullshit.

Second, learn from this. People in a position of power who come to you for sex are not there for your benefit. Ever.

Next, you need a GED. There are adult learning centers in nearly every town in the US. Take advantage of this and follow through. You need it. Even if you get all the gigs you can handle for the next few years youth and modeling can be fleeting. Prepare yourself for life beyond that.

Consider a career change immediately. Work 3 jobs if you have to but do it on your terms. Respect yourself first. Always. If you don't respect you no one else will because you won't know how to set boundaries.

Consider not getting married. Either your fiance is the most patient man on the planet or he doesn't care as much as you do. Nothing wrong with that just better you know before you're married.

Listen to what your gut tells you. You have those feelings of 'something isn't right for a reason.'

Learn. Forgive yourself. Educate yourself. Respect yourself.

Best wishes :)

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