Ofc I said I won't doesn't change the emotional blackmail and fights that follows . They are going around telling I'm looking for a bride to ppl without even telling me , they are making their own preparation like a mock test on whose available or not , if I agree they just give me a list to choose from and then I contact the girl talk to them , if their family agrees. If we agree then the marriage is fixed. Like l is me speed dating with very high stakes. Until I decide this shit will keep replaying.

Overall It's VERY stressful

sounds like you could benefit from seeing both a physical doctor and therapist.

Have never been to any kind of therapy but I got my personal stuff Checked out by. Multiple specialist as soon as I started earning the foreskin thing is normal enough and will loose itself, been seeing a multiple docs for the infection it comes once in 5 or so months like clockwork leaving a pimple scar , every time I treat it I think it's finally gone forever then it comes back again.