I haven’t decided to move past anything, actually. I’m giving it time to heal and watch him change to see how it goes. I have been walked on by shitty men way too often while giving them my all and told I’m “too forgiving” and “too compassionate” so I’m the last person to just hold shit over someone’s head. I’m just trying to finally honor myself and let myself heal and be patient instead of just walking away and giving up. I just uprooted my life to be with this man and moved across the country and I miss the fuck out of my friends and family and my whole life has changed, while I’m realizing new things about my partner and our relationship that weren’t there before, and he’s the ONLY person I physically am around, it’s bound to drive me a little crazy. I’m having a hard time mentally through my whole life completely changing, so it’s gonna make me a little overwhelmed and irritable. I know what I wrote, I don’t see or agree with how I presented myself as some huge bitch like you think, so I guess we can agree to disagree.