He actually does nitpick stuff like me washing my hands and treats me like a child. You can say I've settled. He says we're 4 years apart. It's actually about 3. I can show him how many months and divide it by 12 and he just gets pissed.

I am on unemployment. I do not make money right now and got fired recently. It makes me sound terrible but the state agrees that my boss was unreasonable. Fortunately I was going to quit soon anyway. I'll be an intern in May and looking for a job in my field after that. I am definitely not grounded and that's part of why I'm staying away from weed.

I do not do any other drugs, and don't want to. I nay want to try LSD in a supervised environment, but not any time soon. That's potentially years down the road.

When I was "abusing" it I'd smoke two or three times a day. Nowhere's near a "real" stoner, but it was a lot or me. Never done dabs/wax or any hard stuff. If I could I'd try it though. Ideally I like to smoke on my days off, or have a hit after work. So that would be 2 or 3 times a week. If I never had to work, there's a good chance I'd smoke and write/paint pretty much everyday. But I know I need to live a balanced life.

Truth is, he feels totally entitled to checking on me. And I know he knows I smoked recently. But he isn't ready to capsize the ship yet. My graduation is today. But he tries to fish it out saying, "see how well you're doing now that you don't smoke"? He knows I did, my fibs are shitty. i don't see why it's a big deal if I'm doing well. His anger isn't base don anything but simply not liking it. I'm a lot sweeter on pot because it helps a lot with my anxiety. I'm more productive too, because when I don't smoke, I sleep all day. Although it will be better when my internship begins.