Are you writing this thinking you’re a victim? Because you’re not. ‘I wanted to do everything right this time’ starts by doing everything wrong.

I don’t know what you’re expecting here. You need to re-examine your own shitty actions that got you here. The cancer diagnosis sucks but you chose such a terrible partner. Do you sympathize with the other sucker who spent 7 years with here before you cheated on her?

Sucks for the cancer diagnosis and happy you beat it but clean yourself up, bud. You set yourself up for this. And the fact you’re still angry over it knowing you did it to some other poor dude is just a bad look.

Look in the mirror. Own your actions. Recognize you made the bad choices here. And clean up your life and stop being a victim.