It really hurts, my girl is so pure and I love her and I could never do anything bad to her.I really am fighting against my whole soul with this urge.

But it’s so fucking strong. Holy shit I just want to fuck and get it out of the way just so I don’t “miss out” on anything before committing to this very long term relationship.

I just really wished I could fuck this girl in a timeline befor e I met my girl. I love her so fucking badly and I couldn’t live with myself if I did it,still my urges grow stronger each day. I try to suppress it but everyday I just wake up hornier.

I really don’t know what to do, I don’t want to cheat but my sexual desire is beyond anything I’ve ever experienced before. Never once have I wanted to cheat (still don’t want to) but I’m not sure what to do with this urge and desire since masturbation only makes me want it more