Need advice

Ok I'm 55 gay bisexual my wife was told by my son who is 19 that dad was commenting on reddit about guys with big cocks and wish he could suck again and like men . My wife found out confronted me about this mind you she doesn't think being gay or bi is a good thing plus she is conservative Christian .I told her the truth that yes Im bisexual and before we got married i had many relationships with men. No it went terribly wrong she was pissed off by my comments. So unfortunately I told I would repent and would not go on reddit or think about hot guys this was yr ago can't help myself on back on reddit with out my wife knowing. I'm who I'm probably closet gay bisexual.

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