I mean like I said I have zero experience so idk what i’m even doing to begin with lmao.

I had sex with quite a few guys who had none/to little experience and the sex with the once who were simply honest and chill was always a lot less awkward since communication was simply a lot better.

She knows this and doesn’t have a problem with it

Yeah, that's what they're saying.... you really want to have sex with someone who has such little self-esteem? Even if the sex is okay, you'll feel shitty afterwards.

would 1 time even be enough to make sure I know what the hell i’m doing?

Hahaha, nope. Sex is a learning curve, and sex with every single person is slightly different. Hence why communication is so important.