I offer an idea that you may not like. To start here's a little background on me. I'm 25 now, I fapped for roughly 7 years. I met my now Fiance 5 years ago, I knew i needed to stop fapping, I couldn't, for 4 years and 9 months I struggled trying to overcome it. I knew I couldn't get married until I stopped fapping, she patiently waited for my proposal. I told myself that I tried EVERYTHING but, I in the back of my head I knew there was one thing I didn't. The last time I relapsed was it, I was furious with myself and decided I needed to do whatever it takes to overcome porn. I told my GF of nearly 5 years that during our entire relationship I was doing PMO. It was gut wrenching for me, I knew it would hurt her but I was ready to to lose her for the sake of victory. She cried a lot, I did too, I never ever cry, but in the end she forgave me! I love her more than anything else in my life, hurting her is not something I ever want to do. So she is my accountability partner, knowing I have to tell her to her face that I just looked at some naked women on the Internet is nothing I want to experience again. I talk to her when I'm having really strong urges. I've been free for over 3 months now and we got engaged last weekend. The honesty made the relationship much much stronger as well. Think about it, it might just be the best decision you make in this fight, I know for me it was.