Hey man, I’m 3 months in now to almost exactly the same thing. You will have a lot of sad days, a lot of tears and regrets waiting for you. It will get even harder at times but eventually you will get through it. It will get easier to deal with. You’ll find confidence and shift your focus. The sadness won’t go away completely (at least not in 3 months time in my case).

Right now tho, don’t think about that. Just let yourself be sad. Cry. Just cry your eyes out man, it’s totally fine. I myself went to the middle of nowhere, sat in the grass staring into the distance and cried for a long time. Until my tears ran out. It was therapeutic. It didn’t take away sadness, but helped me accept it. Be strong buddy. You can reach out for a chat if you’d like. Tell me about your story. I’m all ears brother.