While OP makes me seem like a bad guy during one of our "dry spells" he decides he go and look for someone to give him a blow job, op knew I had self esteem issues and loved "girls with big boobs and. Little waists" and apparently loves having their photos in his phone. Op posted a photo of his dick for ratings and the same night that op decided to go through my phone which btw we were having sex and I was tied up he began to slap me until I cried. I care deeply for OP but whe I asked for support within my pain from the first miscarriage all I got was a "get over it" op is constantly flipping out on me about everything, I was unemployed and I have a job now, he asked me to stay at my moms house and I did but whenever he couldn't track me he got pissed and accused me of leaving. Last year I ended up in an altercation with my family because I wanted to be with OP, I could've died that night but in the end I ended up hitting my mother and sister in self defense. OP likes to slap me for the fun of it, OP never listens to anything I have to say and will get mad at me for wanting to be close but when he wants to be close and I don't it's a huge problem. Op also feels that he should have privacy when I can't but never mentioned how he gave me a phone with notes in it saying how he wanted to marry his ex who BTW he would go out for lunch with. If I do the laundry OP will point out how I didn't clean the room. if I'm not on time through my commute OP is extremely pissed if I don't text op in the middle of the night I was outside or with someone. I love OP and the fact that he would post things about my losing my father is a damn shame.