I Need Major Help, My family has been not only hacked but have a full time intrusion

I'M SURE PART OF THE WAY THEY ARE GETTING AWAY WITH IS THE PATROIT ACT. and Act is a very good word and or term for it There is nothing patriotic about having your Ideas stolen or having your every conversation listened to and some of the shows even have the brass to regurgitate Conversations and arguements between my spouse and I Word for word, Ive been dealing WITH this for 4 years now and it has aged me about 15 years even Caused a heart attack, When I've tried to say or do anything about it My job was anonamously called and I was fired. THIS IS FAR FROM FREEDOM THIS IS A TOTAL nightmare and Without any money or way to escape from it It is prison. NOT ONLY PHYSICAL TERRORISM BUT MENTAL TERRORISM AND TORTURE. IT SEEMS MY ONLY WAY OUT IS TO KILL MYSELF AND QUITE A BIT THEY INCOURAGE THAT ASWELL... Help Help Help I'm willing to die to make it stop however I can't leave my kids begging to suffer through it. I try to keep them from knowing. Even when we're not in front of the tv The car radio will play songs about what's happening And repeating. LOOK UP THE RADIO SCENE FROM THE MOVIE BASEKETBALL NO JOKE exactlly its like that... After more than 4 years I Just have lost the will to live, & forget about intimacy with your wife you feel like your being watched. It causes impotence lack of sleep. AND YOU BEGIN TO DO THINGS IN A INSAINE FASSION Almost deviant like behavior. I would do anything short of murder to make it stop... Can anyone help? ACTUALLY IF I WERE ABLE TO GET A HOLD OF THOSE ALL RESPONSIBLE I JUST DON'T KNOW HOW I'D ACT I actually would snap and kill and it's not in my nature to even think like that. BUT Out of self preservation and protection for my kids and wife I almost Deffinetally would kill on second thought

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