I need a mind wipe (vent)

Yes, I felt uncomfortable writing “fell in love” because I know I hadn’t I don’t know the person well enough to actually love them in that way period, but I couldn’t find a better way to say it. Also I’m 18 so I don’t think I need to ask my parents for permission, but I’m a really private person about some things. They probably wouldn’t know I was dating unless I was really comfortable with someone.

About happiness, YES! That is why I want to ask her so quickly, because I’m trying to find my happiness in God again and this is a diversion.

When it comes to a mentor, I’ve asked for a mentor or a church, or someone to talk to for a while now, looking back though, throughout the years I don’t think I’ve ever been ready for one. I think God may be keeping me from having personal spiritual relationships so that through immaturity I don’t ruin my future potential to get to know those people.

/r/TrueChristian Thread Parent