i'll say this though im not an addict but i am depressed and suffer from derealization. i found h3h3 last year sometime just before winter started and watched all the videos in a couple of days and then i watched all the videos from the other channel they have. now i just wait every week. there is something really human about ethan, hila, sean and the h3h3 memeverse, particularly compared to other channels, some of them which they ridicule in their videos like the guy who made those videos with the homeless guy and then later ripped the guy off which probably drove him to death or tai lopez or those creeps who make prank videos or patrice wilson and many more. quick theory on patrice wilson though, i really think that guy might really be a pedophile, he toured east european countries and those countries are notorious for that sort of stuff and seeing his videos nothing would surprise. but its not just youtube i think, even in real life i think we live in pretty crazy times and its hard to even have any semblance sometimes. i often wondered what regular people were like and what they did, just like op here and then i stumbled upon this channel and that cheered me up a bit but i also felt sad because i wish i was normal. also i'm thankful that you make fun of those asshat psycho's and by that i don't mean dj khaled, he's just a regular goofster and means no harm but you know which ones i'm talking about. so although nothing as extraordinary as op but i did manage to drag myself and get a job i have a hat that looks like your's but its a lighter shade of blue and i do practice the chub n' tuck rest in piece ethan's hat thanks for the goofs and the gaffs and the laffs