Ask for Him to enter your heart and soul and to awaken you, ask in your heart and mind quietly. He’s real, try and reach out. Don’t feel stupid in your head, ask. I asked in my hardest moments and this somehow just “happened” after a while. In the beginning I was so chaotic, I was lost to life and the stress. But Jesus and His messages kept popping into my head. I learned, it’s God telling me I’m one of His children. Most regular people with a conscience are children of God, it says so... so I read more and asked for faith. I think God has given it to me. It even says he gives certain people gifts, in order to help others in life how he wants us to. And this faith he gave me, I have been able to share with a lot of people. I shared with family in a genuine way because I know and feel the truth, so I try to share it when it feels right. It has always helped... My ex boyfriend now believes in Jesus and praises the God of Israel but we do not follow religion. The book says ask in your heart, ask for God and His wisdom, for the blood of Christ for forgiveness. Even my long time friend in another city, when I was studying things about the world I began to show him and now even he believes in it and I know they aren’t lying because at first they were mocking me and saying things. But then they started reading the bible and began seeing 33 for example.. I know they weren’t lying because I could just tell.

So, I hope you’ll ask. Because it’s insane. Just ask. It’s not like religion says. The book says Jesus is our priest before GOD. God is our God, and He is waiting for us to call to him. This is my advice to you.