Our mother is very much a faithful Christian and we emulated her. One of our first self identities, from that faith, was that demons and angels possessed 'me' fighting over 'my' faith. The persecutors later identified as 'intrusive thoughts' were the demons and protectors, victims(not negative, not mourne) later identified as 'racing thoughts' were angels. I was faithfully going to church tho my parents and, since they now didn't have to, my siblings had stopped. Thus I reasoned more angels made sense. Our system needs to identify itself cohesively with it's perceived environmental perception. This I post here to indicate how a mind might react to viewing a system out of context.