You're right that I don't know much about you, but I do know of one specific view you have that I disagree with: "if something can get you to the point of not being chill, you have to wonder why your resolve was shaken."

I guess this is in line with the TRP view of frame. It seems wrong to me because it appears to be more about a fear of experiencing and showing strong emotions (and perhaps the vulnerability that accompanies them) than emulating Buddha. I think experiencing (and accepting, and managing, and healthily expressing) strong emotions is part of what makes us human, and makes life vibrant.

And prioritizing "chill" above the messy reality of the human experience isn't really in line with that.

I think it will cause you more pain and confusion, shut you down to more experiences, and make you less accepting of other people's unique messes to continue to place such importance on being "chill."

I realized I didn't fully explain why I feel as I do before. Now, hopefully it is clear.