I feel stupid for getting hurt by downvotes. Nagsend lang naman ako ng humorous photo of a man's selfie, with his butt's reflection seen in the mirror sa rd selfie thread. I didn't know people here were so easy to trigger and couldn't take a joke. They flooded me with downvotes. Someone told me I shouldn't take it to heart but I couldn't do what that person said. I guess, it's bec reddit is the only place I get interactions from rn due to my paranoia/anxiety of being ridiculed. I don't even talk to my workmates and former friends in college, cause I cannot silence my thoughts that people are ganging up on me. I'm probably schizophrenic but knowing it's all just in my head isn't fking enough to stop myself from imploding. I guess participating in reddit was a very bad choice, I should have just stayed as a silent reader. But I was hungry, I wanted a taste of being included. People finding me funny would have satisfied that. Even if they were just upvotes that do not really carry meaning beyond the walls of the internet, they would have been enough to get me through the night.

I feel so immature and stupid. Even so, please don't give that downvote too easy. I don't think I'm the only person who's as petty and stupid to get triggered by downvotes.