Throwaway time!! (I'm a girl) Yung guy na nakilala ko sa work, we clicked, we became good 'friends', we spent a lot of time together. Na-invite pa nga ako sa unit nya na ilang beses for random stuff like breakfasts or moviemarathon etc. Tapos inaasar pa kami ng officemates namin na 'loveteam' doon, because apparently they see the chemistry that we I don't. Fast forward to a couple months later when we were cuddling in his room, he admitted that he really genuinely liked me, leaned in for a kiss which I kinda declined (I mean I asked him why), but he was cool about it and we just talked till the end of the day about everything. Fast forward to when I had a (fb)chat with him recently he said he did not want to pursue a relationship, despite everything he said and did for me when we were still working for the same company. I'm hurt. And I miss him. But I'm confused AF.

Sabi pa nya he'll always be there when I need him, or someone to talk to, knowing how low I've always felt because I still haven't overcome my childhood trauma, eh ilang bwan na akong 'deliveredZoned' Ganyan lang ba talaga pag gusto makatira???????

*TL;DR - Paasa si B. *