Nobody is her.

I feel the same way, nowhere to turn really. Whoever I go out with, even years down the line, I don't feel attraction or that love, it's just company. In fact, everyone I've loved dropped me, and the ones I got into a relationship with, I never loved at all. They didn't motivate me. We really live in a careless universe, one where it just replaces you with total inadequacy. I don't think you are a worthless person who doesn't make people happier. It's people like you who actually make people happier, but these careless women will learn some way. They just chase money, not the person.

I realized after all this time, you just have to give yourself a new path and purpose. If the universe lets something this fucked up happen to us, and people like us, then we can make something equally unfucked up happen in this pushover world. This is hell, I know. Welcome to hell, there's no real getting out, only connecting with other demons really.

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