I’m 30, I was a late bloomer in my teens and didn’t have much luck with the ladies, now I filled out so to speak and am much more confident with my body and self, but because of the awkward steps during my youth it’s been increasingly difficult to find a woman. I’m super conflicted b/c I recognize the red pill reality perhaps not in full like a divorced man or those paying child support but can’t completely go my own way until I experienced a woman. I know it’s untrue but I feel like my growth as a man has been stunted due partially b/c I’ve never experienced that aspect of life. MGTOW takes commitment and I’m not entirely sure how dedicated I am to go my own way. I don’t want to be a simp or a cuck and believe in staying true to my standards, but the older I get the harder it becomes. (No pun intended.)