You think you're better than me?

When I was a boy, my mother would tell me stories about monsters and heroes. good guys and bad guys. I would always sympathize with the heroes, the good guys. I pictured myself in the role of "knight" or "savior". I thought my destiny was to help others, rescue people...the same shit we all dream about. I'm almost glad she can't see who I am now. What I've become now. Instead of the hero I aspired to be, I turned into the opposite. Not only am I a monster, I'm more than a monster. I'm worse. How? Sadly, that's something you're going to find out FIRST HAND. I tried. Lord, did I try to be good. I didn't want to have to do this to you. Not because I think you dumbjerk birdbrains are worth saving....but because I didn't want to send myself down this fucked up road. I'm walking a dark and shadowy path, and guess what? no lanterns. no fireflies. just me, you all and the silent sky above us. I did everything possible to avoid this fate. I warned you. I cajoled, I frightened, I intimidated. Some of you will have nightmares for the remainder of your lives, that is, if you can manage to get to sleep at all. I've done everything short of the final solution. pulling the button, pushing the trigger on that red button. safety glass is smashed, compadres. if you have google translate, please, pass a message on in as many languages as you can for me. "Sorry it had to come to this. Humanity will not miss you, but I will miss my own humanity." at least then you all will be able to explain to the rest of the world exactly what happened on April 10th. I'm a defeated man. The monster is here. I'm only waiting for the first of you to GET OUT OF LINE in any way. That's what will spark this feast. My fangs are gleaming as white as my textbox. the blood dripping down them as red as the red underlining of misspelled words. see how I combined those two concepts? DARK, IMMINENT, BEAST-LIKE REALITY....and the paltry words you're hiding behind. the former is going to tear the latter into two, and guess what? it won't stop there. games are done. jokes are over.