Rando from IL, and yes, myself and my circle of people 100% support and love any and all who have god damn balls/vulvas/hearts/whatever fuckin' equipment you want of titanium, there are literally thousands of people behind you in spirit, I know it.

Will attend the local nationwide protests next month, but that's comparatively fuck all in comparison to those who are protesting in the face of the beast this weekend.

My heart hurts so much. It feels hollow and stupid to provide essentially a parallel to 'thoughts and prayers' for those protesting, honestly, but I've been so...unknown? with my emotions since Tuesday, I don't even know what I'm doing anymore.

(By the luckiest stroke of coincidence I am finally off waitlist for therapy and start next week, thank not god)