Oof been there brotherman. That shit absolutely destroyed my life in every category. It forever disfigured and deleted a very important relationship to me as well. Miss her everyday. Also it permanently damaged some of my body. Glad you are on the winning side of the game now.

What helped me was losing my mind, followed by beginning weightlifting and eating well, followed by finding my mind again. Was a hell of a rollercoaster.

It might take some serious time to rebound mentally depending on how much/long you were taking it so try your best to be kind and patient with yourself. I was not even close to out of the woods yet at a month. I think realistically it took two mo. for me to at least look normal, six to sound normal to an outsider, and a year to actually exude normalcy to all who know me and have regular thinking patterns again.

I have never known despair so thick as when I was on at a crazy dose and hopping off, like the air we breathe was turned to thick black smog. I couldn’t think my way out of a paper bag or see/feel anything correctly. Lots of mixed messages and signals.

Just knowing your body wants to find homeostasishelps a lot.

I still have days where I think about it a few times and crave it but it is not a big deal. Mostly because I have felt so fatigued ever since.

Look into some supplement/peptide help if yer struggling to get your feet under you. I can recommend you a few things if ya want.