Yeah same, it sort of gives you that sense of urgency where you need to make the changes in your life that you’ve been putting off. Everyone who doesn’t respect you needs to go NOW, lol.

I also take things extremely personal on tren though. I remember being at a bar once and I had all my jewelry on and some cute girl came up to me and asked if it was real.

I was talking to her for a minute and I guess her fat friend was jealous or something, so she made some comment about how “the jewelry looks like I’m trying too hard” or some shit like that.

Any normal person who isn’t completely autistic would’ve made a witty comment and made the girl look like a hater and then got on with their life, but not me. I took it extremely personal and went on some rant about how I came up from being homeless and now I can wear whatever the fuck and “I can buy a chain that stretches from here to the city and still have more money than you”... made myself look like a weak insecure little girl. I was pretty embarrassed about it a few weeks later when I dropped the tren and started feeling like myself again.