[Off Topic] Post it here

It's funny how just cutting out a few sources of frustration and working on a project can alleviate boredom and anxiety.

The last few days I was going apeshit cooped up in my parent's house. I've been doing two a days at the gym/BJJ and that has been helping a ton but I was still craving getting high/drunk and pussy. I deleted Tinder, Facebook, and Bumble. Ending all of the stupid basic texting convos I was having with these stupid whores and not seeing their pics on Facebook and shit was an instant relief. I was voluntarily celibate for months. It worked like a charm and it's obvious that I need to return to that until my situation changes.

My Mom finally recognized that I was panicked and offered to buy the filter I needed to get my large fish tank operational. Jesus Christ that nice gesture led to me being occupied all last night and this morning. The tank was just sitting in my room like the Ryugyong Hotel.

It finally gave me something to do besides sit on the computer fruitlessly job searching and wishing I was getting fucked up. Working on it really cheered me up and got me excited and pumped up again.

I switched my puffers and equipment over to the new tank. It's still a work in progress and I need to add more decor and get an LED spectrum light but god damn it looks so much better.

http://i.imgur.com/qK3ZBpR.jpg

Going to go help her at my sister's house for a few hours with the bribery that we go the fish store and get a few things to fill the tank out. Seems fair to me. Positive reinforcement works on me.

Talked to my recruiter for awhile this morning. He has a really good feeling about an upcoming interview as a food safety/quality control supervisor. I'm pretty excited about it. He gave me a few other leads on similar positions.

Yesterday I hit a new PR on sitting military and repped out 2 plates twice. I hit 185 standing a week ago. I am probably getting damn close to hitting 2 plates on standing OHP but I won't know until my quads stop cramping. Fuck pinning quads I don't know why some of you dudes love it so much it is misery for me. It fucks up all of my standing lifts for days. I had to do a partial squat with knees bent doing shoulder shrugs because my quads were shaking like I have parkinson's with my knees locked. Probably looked ridiculous.

/r/steroids Thread