I don't really know why i'm sharing this here, but writing would certainly help me a bit i guess :⁾

So, long story short, after smoking weed and being a junkie for a years, and after the same amount of time playing rhythm game, i was slowly becoming a pro at mashing my keyboard, but, was becoming a antisocial nerd and started to lose my ability to focus well.

From the most objectif point of view i can get in my head, i consider myself pretty lucid and mature for my age, i know what is wrong with my lifestyle, what are the risk of continuing this (both my parents were heroinoman and heavy party maker at Goa, India, they both hide nothing from me and always explained what are the life like that, they dont stopped drugs when i was born, and they are really good parents).

As my life story is pretty similar to my dad's one for now (exept things that change with progress like internet but it is pretty much the same), and not really wanting of passing the point of non-return, i stick out my thumb of my ass and i am actually quitting smoking totally, re-starting to study, i start to recover my ability to focus and so becoming better in ass rolling my key through the music, and as i think what i can do is rather interessing to watch, i will start to stream soon !

I will very likely start to do Youtube translation let's play of Visual Novel in English to French, as nobody give a real damn to VN in France, i am willing to make more people know about them ! So i will play through Symphonic Rain once i have finished it, but i think i will make a review about it here in the future, if i can ( i don't really know if i can, i am pretty new on this sub-reddit ).

So, after writing this shit with a lot of mistake in ( i never had english lesson, so i write with the only knowledge i have via internet, as a french ), it gave some confidence and i'm feeling pretty well for once !

Have a nice day everyone !