years ago a close friend who was essentially like another sibling to me did something pretty terrible to me and suffice to say we didn’t stay friends.

I forgave them about 5ish ago - but lately it’s been boiling up that in reality I don’t think I want to forgive them.

I think I said it earlier because that’s what you’re told growing up to take the high road and forgive those who do you harm.

But now I want to take it back and tell them that I don’t forgive them or the amount of mental health issues that have stemmed up since - not entirely due to that event but it certainly didn’t help.

So I don’t know what to do, I should probably get a therapist so I can move on. I feel like I need some kind of catharsis. So I can stop having these negative emotions bubbling up a few times a year.