I don’t know you so I honestly can’t judge. But just from reading this text, I’d say you have a “sociopathic streak” yourself. He stole your laptop, he didn’t severely injure and try to kill you. The fact that your reaction was basically “haha got em” when he told you everything that he went through, being suicidal included - shows a lot about your character. I wouldn’t feel happy about that if I were you.

Do your thoughts get out of control? Do you have violent thoughts about people when you’re processing your anger? That’s normal, but hanging onto those negative thoughts for too long, I feel is what causes them to manifest.

On the flip side, do you try to imagine your loved ones in a healthy, prosperous position in life? If you meditate with that intention, would something positive manifest for them? Hopefully it does.

Signed, a clairsentient