I'm trying not to be a bitch here, but this exact thing happened to me when I was young, 19, a virgin, and absolutely didn't want it. The experience almost led me to suicide a few times, I cut deep scars in my thighs, I dropped out of college, and ten years later I still can't even hold a guy's hand without feeling uncomfortable/flinching.

I get that you have a kink, but enabling and encouraging this kind of behavior really depresses me. This sort of thing should only be enjoyed in a controlled environment, otherwise you are knowingly endangering other women/girls who would not enjoy such an experience. You basically encouraged a rapist and let him walk free. That's in no way acceptable to an actual kink community.

And as a rape victim myself who actually enjoys rape fantasies (emphasis on FANTASY), I personally consider this to fall under the "encouraging rape of unwilling persons" rule on the sidebar. This is just fucked up.

Please consider healthier behavior. You may have enjoyed it but his next victim may just kill herself. Please please consider us next time. I've lost so much of my life because of stuff like this. This post actually made me cry reading it.