God I sounded like an idiot.
I am actually a very responsible daily user with a pretty high tolerance. I use 1.5g of Kratom (white or green usually) 3-4x daily. My goal when I take Kratom is not to get a buzz, it's just to feel productive and happy, and not feel sluggish. It's probably just keeping me normal. Red veins for some reason give me anxiety.
Now I know everything about Kratom. When you take small amounts 3-4x a day, it doesn't matter when you eat, you just feel a little more productive and happy.
Now if you are taking it to get a buzz then that is when you need a empty stomach. But part other reason i took so much with this experience is because 1) I have a very high tolerance. 10-15mg of regular leaf does nothing to me. 10-15mg if Maeng da does, but not regular leaf. (I currently take 400mg of chelated magnesium and 2000mg of agmatine daily) 2) I ate a big mean an hour before I drank the grapefruit juice 3) I had already taken Kratom 3x earlier in the day (2g green MD, 4g red Borneo, and 5green Maeng da. 4) it's been 6 months since I felt any kind of itchy so I just wanted to have that warm feeling and I know my tolerance level is high
I appreciate your guys' concern. Out of hindsight I shouldn't have taken the 2mg of Ativan, because GF juice potentiates that too.
I would not have put myself in danger. The only reason I took such a high dose is because I know my tolerance. Also, I should mention, 2ml is 40 drops and I took those 40 drops over 3-4 hours, not all at once.
All that being said, I kid you not, it was the 2nd best Kratom experience I've ever had (best was my first time using it when j took 5mg of red vein Maeng da when I woke up)
Most people would probably go to the hospital with what I took so please do not try that. Unless you dose4x a day, have a high tolerance, and can take nearly 20g of milled leaf and feel nothing.
Aside from the daily dosing of 1.5g 3-4x a day to keep my baseline and not go into withdrawals, I have documented multiple experiences with every strain Ive tried, including dosage, last time eaten, how it was taken, analgesic level, euphoria level, and spectrum. I could share if you want.