When I play rook le toxic way in casual, I sometimes check the profiles. It gets tough when there's a bunch of lower ranks and a plat (I'm a mid gold, so I like killing plats, just for personal contest). Meanwhile, when enemy teams are actually that clueless and I get behind them and can easily kill them, I sometimes just feel guilty and wait there until they see me. I don't throw the match or anything; usually not even a round, but I let them kill the level 190 rook main who "didn't see the airjab."

Once the new season is up and running, I'll probably get all toxic again. I'm just in a strange place where I need a lot of practice before I consider myself ready for ranked.