One Final Hail Mary? I Think Suicide is the Only Way Out

It could be a real disease you need treatment for. However, I'm not a doctor and I had some leakage, hemorrhoids, spasms, pain. Sometimes I'm going about my day and I get paid so bad. I had a massive internal hemorrhoid, itching and blood. I tried everything. Banding, OTC hemorrhoid treatment, doctors, prescriptions, foam. I decided to try the homeopathic route as a last resort. I found this oil with marigold, helps engorged veins around the rectum and reduces inflammation. It. Was. A. Godsend. It cured me of my itching, leaking, painful asshole. After being cured, I use it overnight whenever I notice pain or inflammation and it takes it right away the next morning. I also adopted a vegan diet. Lots of veggies and no dairy or meat. I'm never constipated anymore. But that oil saved me, I put some around the anus and as far up inside as I could. It's called healing natural oils H-hemmorroid formula. I got it online. I was skeptical af and I couldn't believe how much it helped me. I hope you don't have a disease and get better soon

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