Ngl, she hit the nail on the head. I remember two days after the messiest break-up of my life I saw my ex uploading pictures of her and her new man (jacked dude with a dick twice the size of mine) fucking each other. She was making all kinds of lewd faces and wearing sexy lingerie she never would have worn for me. I still loved her and was a sobbing, blubbering fool but I could help but jerk off to it.

Later on we got back together. I called her up one night cause she wasn't answering my texts and she was moaning. She switched it to video mode and her "gay black friend" was balls deep in her, smiling at the camera while she made obscene faces telling me how good it felt. I hadn't told her about the thing I talked about before so it was a bit of a surprise. They invited me over to watch. She sucked me off while his huge black cock stretched her cunt. Later they both forced me to suck her pussy juices off his dick and then he forced himself on me. I hated every second of it, but now thinking about it makes me rock hard. The whole relationship ended up leaving a permanent emotional scar that lead to my fascination with NTR and hentai. It's been four years since then and all I wanna do is meet a nice girl, fall in love, and watch better men fuck her into complete submission.