So, erm...let's see. Sex and masturbation have always been tricky for me. I have to mentally fake myself out to get it to work. At about the 1 month mark, my sex drive just went away. Poof, gone, done. I had no desire whatsoever. And then about 3-4 weeks later...it's replacement arrived. Its much better replacement.

The first time after that hiatus that I had an orgasm, things were tricky. I actually suffered some muscle strain...apparently going that long without any of that equipment getting any sort of workout can cause that. But eventually I managed to relax and try again. What used to be the peak was...well, honestly, pretty uninteresting. I had an ejaculation, but there was this moment of odd, physical disappointment. Like I've never loved that experience, it was more tension relief than anything. But what small rush I had experienced at that moment was gone. While I was still wondering if that as what it was going to be like now over the next 1-2 seconds....BAM. Like out of nowhere, my whole body shook like a rag doll. It was the most intense, most right, most fulfilling orgasm I'd ever experienced. While the old ones were focused mostly between the legs, I felt this one everywhere. And I didn't have the same disgust and guilt I used to have, this was something that got right along with my brain, and I was able to forget for a few moments what was still not quite right with my body.

After awhile, I figured out how to not even involve a lot of my "stock equipment", and even cut out the ejaculation aspect completely. It took a lot of figuring out and exploration to find out what parts were the most sensitive now, which changed dramatically.