Oscar has some big cojones

Guys I need help from an expect. So like I'm a normal dude and as a normal dude I beat my meat, however I don't know how often I should and shouldn't beat it so i just go hammer on it sometimes. Back when i was around 15/16 I used to hammer it all day, everyday now that I'm 19 I don't do it so much. I can easily go a day or 2 with out beating my meat and even a whole week sometimes, depending on how much work I've got at that time so I end up not even thinking of it. Anyways the real issue comes here: today I was with my girl and things were getting heated but at the time I didn't have a condom so i wasn't gonna risk it so I decided lemme just rub it on her lady bits without insertion. At first I thought I was just missing her lady bits cause I wasn't looking so i just had her bend over then i did it and I DID NOT FEEL A THING. Like the sensation was so underwhelming, like beating my meat feels much better than that and like I don't know if my dick is broken or is I just desensitized the shit out of it from beating it all those years. And mind you I'm a virgin so I really didn't know what to expect. Like was that normal or is it just me cause by the looks of her when I was doing it she was feeling it while I was there not really feeling anything but a slight comforting sensation.

P.S. I had a condom but I was too scared man, forgive me.

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