Overdose ?

Dude I’ve been through drug psychosis multiple times after being awake for mutliple days.. Longer then 3 days...

I would go far beyond limits which is something i’m not proud of.. I feel ashamed talking about it. I don’t even know why my girlfriend is still with me actually..

This one time I binged on amphetamine for fuck knows how many days then starting injecting stupid doses of ketamine IM for even more days.

Lost complete sense of reality, complete fucking blackout I don’t even know how my girlfriend controlled me or what the fuck happend.

I sobered up on the floor of my bed room, I had bruises all over my body and didn’t remember shit. My bedroom was a complete mess. Apperently I hit my girlfriend when she tried to control me..

I thought I was the devil and that I had evil powers and that I could control everything and everyone. And that I was one the chosen one.. I actually felt the “powers” it was so fucking weird and creepy. .. I’m so happy she managed to control me and not freak out and call the police or ambulance because I would have felt even would if other people found out. The point is yes I sobered up and i’m thankful she stayed this calm.

My uncle is a hardcore drug user, he uses amounts of drug that you wouldn’t believe. Can’t believe he is still alive after overdosing atleast 30 times on heroin and shit.

Sometimes we talk for hours and he tells me crazy stories about the shit he saw and experienced.

I remember being in the car with him, his girlfriend and my parrents when I wad a kid. His girlfriend went fully psycho. Screaming making, crazy sounds, sitting right next to me. Calling my uncle the devil and shit.. Crying and screaming like a demon. Really creeped the fuck out of me at that age.

He has told me stories about her trying to kill him in his sleep and creepy shit like that. Her trying to burn herself.

My girlfriend has had drug psychosis multiple times too, she is very sensitive to it. How many times I thought you wouldn’t get back to normal...I have dragged her away from the window. She has attacked me when I tried to calm her down.. Happend multiple times... She sobered up every single time even tho sometimes I would think she would never get back to normal and i blamed myself for that...

I’ve also dragged away from my friend from the streets. He ran away out the house into someones backyard at 06:00 I followed him. Sitting in the corner under a table in a random persons backyard. I did so much effort dragging him away from the garden, not trying to wake up the people that lived there. Tried to give him my xanax powder dissolved in liquid mixed with some drink, the fool threw it right in my face. He also hit me when I tried to help him. He started talking complete random shit.. I still have no idea what the fuck he was saying random formulas or some creepy shot.. I’ve asked him later wtf he was saying he had no fucking idea. He also sobered up a while. He really had crazy shit, one moment he seemed normal the other moment started running again out of nowhere. He also tried to call something.. I grabbed his phone instantly and put it away... I had no idea what to do because I never saw it before and it was creepy as fuck. He sobered up after atleast 4-5 hours which felt like days. After this night he told him he was convinced that I was him or some shit.. After this night he has always been very safe with drugs and still has weird episodes on drugs..

I’ve had even more stupid shit... but to much text. Probably gonna remove this post cause I feel ashamed and psycho LOL, never told this shit to people.

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